You know, I do miss blogging. I miss the sharing, and duh I am totally a secret narcissist, I loving checking the blog to see if anyone leaves comments, or if I have been linked on someone else's blog. But lately I just haven't really got the urge to blog. Maybe because my life changed majorly in these past few months, I haven't really been holding anything in. Things have been good.. I got the greencard, and I feel like my life is not just beginning.. America here I come to milk you for all you've got. But with that, I don't really feel the need to vent my frustrations anymore, which what the blog was really all about for me. Don't get me wrong, I still have probs, duh I'm 27, single, broke-ass, living in New York City. There is ALWAYS shit to deal with. But for once in my life, I feel pretty damn happy. And I am trying to live it.. instead of just blogging about it. I wish I can be one of those people that could live amazing lifes and also blog every minute of it, like the always amazing Raymi, or fierce Bryanboy, but I'm not. Plus, I'm usually too hungover to blog anyways haha. Been celebrating a lot lately. I think I'm personally still celebrating the fact that I have a damn green card, even though I got it a few months ago. But hey, after suffering (and damn surviving) for the past eight and a half years, I'm gonna celebrate as long as I want. Yeeeah.
By the way, do you know that Jamie and Deborah got engaged? Holy shit! I met them for a second like a few years ago, when Tony introduced me to them at a Buzznet shindig. I remember thinking, damn these people are hot. Now that they are engaged and stuff, they need to make a lovechild pronto. Because he/she would be one cute baby.
And oh, my camera died. Stupid Sony piece of shit. And oh, my computer died, stupid Sony piece of shit. Maybe I should stop purchasing Sony stuff. I bought a new computer, an HP, and so far so good. I'm just happy that the shit stays on for longer than eight minutes of a time before it just randomly freezes and dies. Hallelujah!
Here's a quick recap:
1. I am taking my sweet as time, but I am now looking for jobs. Like real jobs, with benefits and shit. It's so weird to be able to actually search for jobs without putting in "cash" or "off-the-books". Wish me luck!
2. I'm still single. But I am having a lot of sex. Last weekend, in the span of two days, I had sex with three different people. I'm convinced that my roommate thinks I'm a whore. How you ask? Because he tells me. Damn caveman and his archaic thinking of women. I am no slut, I am a sexually liberated woman! Hear hear!!
3. I am planning to go home to Indonesia in December! It'll be a short visit, but way overdue!! I haven't been home now in three and a half years and I can't wait to see my family. Mostly my mom god damn it! I miss her! Hopefully by then I'll have a new camera and I'll be able to take loads of gorgeous pictures of my gorgeous gorgeous country that I talk about so much!
Gotta go, the Gauntlet is on. Yes, I am a tv addict and I am not ashamed!




